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[04 Sep 2004|06:30am]
hey everybody.

i made a new live journal
so everyone add me and i'll add you back cuz i'm deleting this one.

rockinpinkstar
^ add it ;]

thanks
.(1) sweet nothings // whisper

[29 Aug 2004|05:40am]
[ mood | blah ]

so tonight was officially the last night of summer vacation :( that makes me so sadddd. i fucking hate school, i don't wanna go back. i'm supposed to be going to tctc this year for cosmetology but i have two weeks to change my mind, which i probably will because thats not what im gonna do for a living and its a lot of hard studying and i don't wanna waste my time on something if im not gonna do it. ahhhhhhh i dunno. i'll be getting up this time tomorrow :( ew.

this summer was shitty though. i actually worked this summer and i didn't go anywhere really. there were some awesome parties though and i went to a lotttttt of shows. and met tons of new people, some in which i've become super close to. so yey for that =)

anywayyyys. i never update this thing anymore. and if i do its random pointless shit and no one probably reads this anymore haha but thats okay. i still <3 all my lJ friends.

im gonna go now!!!!!
buhbye

.(3) sweet nothings // whisper

[21 Aug 2004|05:07pm]
So last night was my birthday! It was kinda shitty day though cuz nothing was working out as planned. I picked up Rachel and Bryttney and we were on are way to the Harlequins Voice show in Warren and then we saw the bronco in front of us on 82 and i was so excited cuz i didnt know how to get there so we followed mike and matt in the b2. after the show, me matt bryttney and rachel went back to my house to meet jess, megan and erin so we could all go back to youngstown to get an UNDIES party started. we got a room at the talleyho. everyone that was in the room consisted of me, erin, jess, sarah, alyssa, mike, matt, kawk, rob, jeff, terrance, billy, big andy, and dan. haha then it got busted within a half hour. so we all went to jess's house and partied there. and thats what i did on my bday. yey.
.(3) sweet nothings // whisper

[11 Aug 2004|04:35am]
[ mood | cranky ]

Oh my god. I'm still alive. I haven't updated inforever cuz my computer isnt fixed yet :(

I'm at Mikes house right now and kawk is snoring and it is annoying me.

thissssssssssssssss update has no pointtttttttt


the new taking back sunday cd is amazing.
i got a new car, its pink.
im going to jail on the 25th.
i have to pee but someone shit really big in the toilot and its clogged.

i think thats all the random updates for now.


eeeeeeeeeeeajdkad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3

oh yeah and I LOVE LAYLA KELLAR. b/c she went to warped tour and met tbs and she is sending me a signed taking back sunday poster that says TO TARAH on it b/c i didn't get to go. !!!!!!!!! i just might cream my panttttiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiesssssssssss.


tha end! :)

.(3) sweet nothings // whisper

[25 Jul 2004|01:28am]
Last night Erin and I went to The Mill to see Harlequin's Voice. Oh my god. It was a fun show. Everyone was there. Some Kind of Guilt + By All Vital Means played also. Everyone picked on me the whole night because I was wearing a skirt and they thought I wasn't wearing underwear although I really was. After the show I was supposed to go to Jimmy's but I ended up going to Mikes party instead. Erin spent the night there with me. Then this morning Rob rolled me in a blanket and duct taped me so I couldn't walk so they kept pushing me over. those bastards. haha.

Oh my god I'm going to bed I'm so tired.

NEW TBS CD TUESDAY! omfg im gonna cream my pants.
.(6) sweet nothings // whisper

[12 Jul 2004|01:48pm]
This Saturday I went to Freddies to see FROM A SECOND STORY WINDOW and The Number 12 Looks Like You. Oh my god. It was amazing. There were so many people there and so many hott guys. lol. After that show everyone left around 12 to go to Salem for the 243 party/show. I was supposed to go with Ben, RaeLynn and Nikki but I went with Kourtney because she didn't know how to get to Salem. Me and Kourtney didn't get there till later though cuz we had to follow Jeff to Warren then we headed to 243. When we got there around 2 we made it in time to watch If Looks Could Kill and Folly. I took so many crazy pics. It was a crazy night. I beat Kawk up at 9 in the morning with a chair and spit in his hair cuz I'm a bitch like that. Then we get the cops called on us for fighting in the street so we ran into Keiths apartment and locked the doors. haha. Kawk is a pussy. Then me and Kourtney went back with Mike and they dropped us off at my house on their way to band practice.

Anyway. I haven't got my new computer yet and my old one still has a virus but I should be getting a new one before the end of the week. Life is so damn boring without a computer! Oh my god.

Oh my god. On a lighter note..the buick is back. ee!!!! I gotta go now. I'M AT WORK EW. it sucks.
.(5) sweet nothings // whisper

[06 Jul 2004|01:18pm]
So, I won't be on much for the time being because my computer got a virus. I'm buying a new one this week so it won't be too long. Don't miss me too much though ;)

While I'm updating this stupid thing i'll tell you about the last few crazy days. Thursday night Tessa, Kawk, Mike, Chrissy and I went to the 243 show in Salem. I met a bunch of hott guys and new people that day haha. Before that show, Mike and Kawk picked me up in the Bronco and we went to band practice. On the way back to Mikes, We got pulled over. I found it rather humerous because the cop called me a mexian jumping bean and looked thruogh all of Mikes c.ds. Brookfield cops are such fags.

Friday night Raelynn came over. We went to the Small Shops Review in Sharon. The both of us met like 09384204 people at the portapottys at 9:00. (which includes Rachel, Erin, Bryttney, Mike, Kawk) haha. Yeah that was kind of gay. After that, Raelynn and I went to Mikes house for a lil bit then she spent the night. She ended up not going home till Sunday. Saturday night me and Rae didn't have anything to do. We were gonna go up to the lake but I had to work Monday morning. We got pullled over. hahaha. Once again, brookfield cops are such fags. ahh

yeah i don't know. if anyone wants to get ahold of me call me 4404481929 cuz i won't be online for a while.
sayda! call me!

FASSW SATURDAY!!!

I'm on my break so i have to go. peace nigs
.// whisper

oh my god. [24 Jun 2004|11:56pm]
[ mood | drained ]

Last night I went to Salem with Tessa and Chrissy to the show at Keith's apartment. It was fun, I met a lot of new people and saw a lot of my myspace friends there, haha. sadly, i hardly even watched any bands cuz it was so damn hott in his apartment. so the majority of the night was spent in the front of the apartment causing chaos or back in the alley way drinking. I saw Derek there!! god i haven't seen him in like a year. and some people that i would have rather not seen but you'll have that. Keith, Tom and I took a trip to walmart in the middle of the night, those are the best. then at like 6 in thee morning raelynn and i ended up walking to speedway to get tyelenol. haha.

then this morning when we all woke up (raelynn, nikki, mike, matt and myself) we all went to nikkis house and sat on her trampoline talking about stupid shit. me mike and matt were stuck in salem, i always get stuck with them somehow. haha. finally monica came and picked us 3 up when she got off work at 4 and i didn't end up comming home till 8 oclock at night haha.

destructoVspin: You make cleaning sexy.
destructoVspin: down on all fours
destructoVspin: picking up ciggarette butts and beer bottles..
rOCkinPiNkStarx: hahaha i know dude. how nice am i? i even swept!

Oh, and here is a picture of Me, Mike and Raelynn playing with a broomstick... haha no one was drunk in that picture. cant you tell.

.(4) sweet nothings // whisper

[23 Jun 2004|01:14pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

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lol. that was stupid.

i'm at work right now :( i wanna go home!!!!!! this is gay. haha

well goodbye
.// whisper

[22 Jun 2004|09:54pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

the Milkman 446: i drive pass him sometimes in hubbard
Omg its taruh: oh. what the hell is he doing? WALKING!!!?
the Milkman 446: no, driving,... calm down..
the Milkman 446: what are you really horny tonight or somehing? lol


RoXy00428: im working on my emo songs.
RoXy00428: they're all about raelynn and tarah and how guys suck.

omgXcrew.
me.
raelynn.
nikki.
bri.

yeah, we're fucking awesome!
new sn:
Omg its taruh

hahaha. i got everyone saying it now. yayuh.
tomorrow should be fun. show/party at keiths house yep.

i gotta go to bed now though. i gotta big day ahead of me. goodnight

I LOVE YOU!

.(2) sweet nothings // whisper

penis [22 Jun 2004|01:46am]


me, raelynn, kawk and nikki.
hahahaha that picture cracks me up. kawk thinks he's a pimp.

omfg btw! HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAWK. I love your whining emo ass. haha.
.(9) sweet nothings // whisper

this is my buick! [20 Jun 2004|05:46am]
[ mood | exhausted ]

OHMYGOD.

Hi.

I'm soo tired, it's like 6am. I just came home from Mikes house. Tessa and I went to the show tonight in Akron at The VooDoo. It's a pretty spiffy place, even though we just sat on the couch most of the night except when Harlequin's Voice played, they are amazing!!!! hehe.

There was this really amazing band or I dunno what you'd call it cuz they only played one song and it was acousic and they were reaeaaaaly amazing, but they only played one song and that made me sad.

But yeah, after the show we left around 2 and Bri, Raelynn and Nikki came with me and Tess to Dan's house to UNLOAD. Then we all went to Mikes house for a lil bit and now I'm home. Me and Tessa were listeing to Glassjaw on the way home and I cried. hahahahaha. I'm SO EMO!!! Omg.

Oh and last night, we had a girls night out. uh huh. we went to Perkins. Me, Tess, Crystal, Shonna, Megan and..Kawk. haha. he's one of the girls lol.

well I'm going to bed cuz i'm tiredddd. and I have to go see Fred's new band today [Signal Home] and ROUNDING 3RD + Geography at Section 8. So that should be fun.

Oh. and this is MY buick!!!!

.(1) sweet nothings // whisper

[15 Jun 2004|08:32pm]
I give up.
.(6) sweet nothings // whisper

i didn't want it to mean that much to me. [15 Jun 2004|07:41pm]
[ mood | sad ]

i'm bored!

the past two nights I hung out w/Erin. We went to Struthers thee other day to POiNTYS house, and he made me a dildo out of clay. We went to visit Surrah. then last night erin, bryttney, rachel and i went to perkins on belmont and that is the shitty perkins. no one was there or would go aha. so yeah..after we dropped brytt and rachel off, we were sitting in the dairy mart parking lot..by ourselves..because yes, unfourtnatly that is what our lives have come down to. then kylene and john pulled up beside us and we followed them back to her house for a lil bit.

how about i have to go to court on thursday and what does my mom do? she leaves and goes to north carolina. how's that gonna look when it's manditory that she has to be there with me because i'm a juvenile. ugh i hate her.. so i dunno what i'm gonna do about that.

i gotta go makeup shopping!! but no one is around and i don't feel like going by myself :( i can't wait till the car gets fixed, i hate driving that ugly piece of shit ford it's so hidious ahha.

Oh my god. I think it's a must that i go to section 8 on friday because I wanna see Signal Home, which would be Fred and Troy's new band + Rounding 3rd are playing. But i dont know if i'm even gonna go... who knows.

.(3) sweet nothings // whisper

Oh my god. [13 Jun 2004|01:55am]
[ mood | giddy ]

Wow, where to begin with last night!? There were so many things going on. Tessa and Chrissy came to my house around 8, to pick me up. I got ready then we headed to Mikes house for 40's friday. They sent us to get Dan, and that was one crazy car ride after we picked him up. We stopped at a total of three McDonalds on the way back to Mikes because of Chrissy and her damn appple dippers. "Can I have extra caramel to smear all over my lovers body?" I got a cappachino.. it ended up in my lap of course. "Oh my crotch!!!" Dan was probably thinking..these girls are fucking crazy. haha. By the time we got back to Mikes house it was already going on 11 so we went to Warren to this other party. I met a lot of new people there and the night was just crazy from there. I got to see boys kiss numerous times last night, it was hawt. We left his house at like 3:30 and went back to Niko's house to sleep. It was a slumber party!! So here we have Tessa, Me, Johnny, Chrissy, and Jeff all sleeping in one room while Jim in Niko slept together in thee other room. There sure was a lot of spooning going on that night. So many inside jokes. I didn't get any sleep last night at all. I think everyone besides me slept for like an hour at the most. Then around 11 we all went to breakfest at Stefano's.

Whenver I hang out with Tess and Chrissy we seem to get ourselves into the craziest situations. haha I love those girls!!

"Please don't drink my Jones soda, dear god. and what the hell is that in your hair?"

Anyway, The fucking CURE are comming to Blossom this August with Thursday and a bunch of emo bands!!! That's so fucking awesome I'm going. I'm gonna shit my pants. The Cure are so amazing! eeeeep it's gonna be a big emo fest. I'll probably cry. haha.

I'm going to sleep now.
Goodnight.

.(4) sweet nothings // whisper

[10 Jun 2004|02:09am]
[ mood | amused ]

let's get this straight.

Kawk is swiss cheese.
Tess is string cheese.
Mike is graded cheese.
and I am melted cheese.

"you can stick your finger in me and lick it" lmao.

oh my god. good times at perkins.

the end.

.(11) sweet nothings // whisper

emo. [09 Jun 2004|12:38am]
RaCheL; Hey giRL! Omg. I wanna dedicate this entry to you since it was your birthday thee other day. I love you. You're my best friend, You're my sister. It's always been like that we been keepin it real since 5th grade haha. We fight sooo much, Like the time we fought in the bathroom in school and then next period we were frienda, and just thee other day when you called me a fucking bitch and slammed MY OWN door in my face and walked out. We get into those fights all the time and you're thee only friendship I have thats strong enough to overcome them. I seriously would be lost without you, We've watched eachother become the people we are today and we did it together, even though we're so different that's the beauty of it. I love you soososososo sososoososo sosodfjksfds fucking much and whenever youre upset don't forget that we'll always have eachother. We're gonna be best friends forever :]
.// whisper

yep [06 Jun 2004|06:01am]
[ mood | pensive ]

So yeah, The last two nights were pretty craazy. Friday night I went to Perkins to meet up with Tessa, that was fun. We're gonna have to start going to Perkins instead of Denny's cuz evvveryone was there man. On the way home Kawk and I got into a car accident. Not even gonna get into that story, haha. I'm just glad the both of us were okay. I have a court date on the 18th so hopefully I won't lose my lisense. The buick has just been having bad luck, it shouldn't though I mean it even has a song named after it. Poor Buick. </3. Tonight was craaaaazy. Tessa and Chrissy picked me up and we went to Mikes house to meet up with everyone to go to Daves! graduation party. We made him a card, it was so cute. We all went to Dave's! house, but Tessa had to go home so after she went home Chrissy and I went back to the party to find everyone had left except Kawk. but only because he pinkyswore not to leave till we got back. haha. So the party moved to a frat house. UMMMMM wowowow crazy shit happened. lolol I love it. There's never a boring moment with the hv boys. After all that shit went down that I won't get into, We went back to Mikes and then Chrissy took me home and it's now 6 woooooo Tess, I wish you could've stayed with us :( It wasn't as fun wifout you. And Chrissy; thanx for not leaving me to be thee only vagina. as always. haha. Today I'm supposed to go to Salem with them to see POOOOCH cuz he got surgery. So hopefully that'll work out. I'm going to bed. So, Goodnight/morning to yinz. yinz lollll bye.

.(4) sweet nothings // whisper

and you give yourself away [03 Jun 2004|04:07am]
[ mood | frustrated ]

So. Last night Tara, Lauren and Erin came over and spent the night. Woooo we had our own little party just us girrrrrls. We just entertained ourself most of the night by laughing at eachother, what else? We rented Almost Famous<3 and sat on the roof. and then took the Ford out at like 5 in the morning which was the funniest thing ever. cuz it's so damn ghetto, I can't even explain it. The windshiled wipers make that really annoying sound that everyone hates, kinda like your nails being scraped agaisnt a chalk board or a cat getting killed or something. Then when you turn them off, never do that stop in the right position they always stop in the middle of the window. It's just ghetto all around. Never will I take that car in public. hahaha. Then I wake up this morning to Tara and Lauren throwing fucking shit at my window, I mean anyone else would just wake me up yanno not walk outside and try to break my windows. haha. goooood times.

Today I was gonna hang out with Tessa and Chrissy but I couldn't leave :( So I decided to dye my hair insteaaaad. Erin and Rachel came over and helped me. WHOOOOOA was that a mistake I seriously look like a freak. It wasn't there fault though. But yeah I am not leaving my house till I get this fixed. I dyed it black, then bleeched streaks in it and put pink over the bleech. It's kinda orange!@!!!? I dunno. I don't like it though, tomorrow I'm just gonna go out and buy another thing of black and put it over the pink untill I go get it done at a salon because I just can't have my hairs like this. haha. god.

Sayda called me today!!! wooooot I got to talk to her about hot fat boys haha

Yeah I'm gonna go to sleep now.
so goodnight my livejournal friends and whoever the hell else reads this.

<3<3

.(16) sweet nothings // whisper

oh my god. [30 May 2004|08:44pm]
[ mood | exhausted ]

Wow, This weekend so far's been fucking crazy. I've been gone since yesterday morning, I went to Dan's around noon and helped HV with their equipment. So we all headed up to Salem for Local Flow 3 which was a fun show. After they played Keith decides to come with us on the way home so there was have me, Kawk, Dan, Matt and Keith + equipment all in the buick. I let Matt drive the buick so I could sit in the middle and there would be more room, so as we're driving down 80 the buick kind of explodes in our faces, hahahaha. It was fucking classic, everyone just jumps out of it as Matt left it in drive and got out so I had to run after it and put it in park. Then this guy that stopped told us that the radiator cracked and that the car needed time to cool down. So Rob, Dan, Kawk and Mike pissed in the radiator to cool it down. haha. I don't think it shoulda really been that hunmerous but whatever, So I guess the song "This is my buick" should be "That was my buick." haha. But it'll be okay, it'll get fixed. We finally made it to Section 8 with some help, that was a fun show. Mike had me saying "I'm a backdoor bandit and you don't even have to knock" in the mic, then I had people asking me what my name was. hahahaha. After the show everyone went back to Salem to Keiths house for a party. I rode with Tessa and from there on, the night was just crazy and I don't have the energy to remember everything that happened but it was a crazy night. I didn't come home till 5 today and I haven't went to bed yet ;/

Friday night me and kawk went to the battle of the bands at the goLf dome. I got to see a lot of my friends that i rarely get to see. and I met tessa there!! All the bands were real shitty which knida sucked cuz I was only there to see TOAMUSE and they ended up playing at like 2:3o in the morning when I got there at 7 so I was kinda there for like 7 hours but it's okay, it was worth it :) i <3 them. I got hit on by a of old drunk guys which wasnt to........spiffy but it's okay.

I'll have pictures from this weekend soon and I'll post em on here ;]

.(7) sweet nothings // whisper

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